tasha_yar | Personal Log 44047.7

Two years. As far as I can clearly remember, I fell asleep last night after a routine shift and, now, I've been apparently dead for two years. I should include a note that my status was not "presumed dead." My death came on duty, which is what I would have wanted, and the mission where I died was apparently successful. Beyond that, I don't know the details, and accessing them might compromise any attempts to re-establish myself onboard the Enterprise.

Maybe I should try to reconnect with people, but I don't want pity, or to have anyone look at me the way Captain Picard did when I checked in for my shift. It might be for the best I just keep some distance between myself and them for the time being while this investigation continues.

I proved myself to Starfleet once. Given time, I can do it again.